Im starting to like my bestfriends crush she had dibs first but i cant help it he likes me to.what should i do

okay so i have this best friend that has had this crush over these 2 guys for like her whole life. the first one is cody.hes a badboy,he is the worst for me but i just cant help it i like him so much.and the other is elijah. hes so sweet. nice. and defently the one for me. but whenever my best friend says do you like_______ or__________ because it seems like u do i have to lie to her and say no way. then she says thats why ur my best friend. u never go after anyof my crushes,u know bowndireys and u are alwase truthful and respectful to me. i love you. like a sister. and it alwse makes me feel so bad. i try to get over them but i cant. i have had boyfriends but i had to dump them all becasue i would call them cody or elijah. and i cant stop thinking about them so right now i am single and i hate it. im kinda in a trap. what should i do please help me.